Andrew, my darling man forever in my heart, it has been good to devote a whole day solely to your memory and to see that you are remembered with such love by all who knew you. You are in my thoughts every day anyway, but yesterday was special like a catharsis enabling me to let out all my emotions, tears and grief. I was reminded cruelly how sorely I miss you, how empty my life is without you, how meiningless our little disagreements were, how close we were together,as you used to say, like "two babes in the woods"... Andrew, Andrew, why did it have to be you, why did you have to be taken so soon, when a new life was just opening up for you, with a new job you loved and finally coming maturity. I loved you from the first, loved you through the bad times, and will continue to love you forever. You were the love of my life. May you find rest and peace wherever you are and keep looking after me from above. Not goodbye, but till we meet again.